Hello, it's me again. Really have been in the biggest slump of my life. Try my best to write, but as this day just past by like wind. Nothing good to talk about. So here I'm with a berangan post. A post of dream, something I barely have this day.

Traveling have been on hold since March 2020, so I will write about a dream. I have like a dozens of favourite cities, a few have been crossed. But like dozens more in the list. So to choose just 5, like the hardest thing ever. Been talking about traveling for few years now, google mostly everyday, even dream to live there. Long story short, here is my top 5..

New York City, USA

Been dreaming about New York since forever. Always imagine how beautiful NYC would look like in Christmas light, with all the snow, cold weather and the noise! Like sis is crave for the noises. How honk would sound, so vehicle make so much noise, deep down it calm me.

Blasting Welcome to New York by Taylor Swift in the background. With coffee in hand, hunting for good food, walk past Central Park, chase the train. One thing for sure, NYC will get the best of me. Also, one of my biggest dream is to shop at Bath & Body Works in USA. Need to cross the out asap.

Arghh to be lost in Times Square...

Arghh to chase over nothing in Times Square...

Arghh to find you in Times Square...

I have read a lot about USA, how to apply VISA, how much it's cost and best place to visit in NYC. It cost tons to travel here, been dreaming, might end up just dream. Oh also Taytay might still live in NYC, so sis need to see her around.

Vienna, Austria

The best things about Europe is, we will get mix of old city and new city. Some place where the old architecture fit nicely with all the skyscraper. Where you will find its okay to walk 5km without complaining. I have always prefer walking instead of driving when I'm in a new city. You would never know what surprise you would meet in front.

Christchurch, New Zealand

Edinburgh,  Scotland

Budapest, Hungary

Urgently writing for the sake of my healthy mind. Been stuck for a fews month in Terengganu, suppose to have a shopping trip in KL this February, but damn Corona really love to mess up my plan. So no more shopping trip, and sis still doing my best to spent money. Like corona won't stop me from spending all the RM I have. 

Kakak been staying at Dungun since last December I think, can't remember the date anymore. So after work activities have been, eating and eating! Like tons of food. Like sis not eating any nasik anymore but gain tons of kg again. Oh also sis trying to stay as healthy as I can, eat clean, less sugar but lazy ass won't exercise. Never ever.

What else happen this fews month? Barely anything good, PKP doing good, tak boleh nak rentas daerah yet. So duduk dirumah literally. Watch tons of variety show, drama doing good, no good movie and heart still break apart. 

Barely could keep my mind sane nowadays. Get mad easily, hate the ideas of hanging out, prefer to be alone rather then with company and I am actually fine with that. I am okay with me be mad over everything, I am okay with ideas of be alone. It scare me a little about it.

Used to be a merry-go-lucky one, used to be the one with loudest laughs, used to be one of mastermind in unplanned things, don't even know her anymore. Maybe one day I will meet her again? or maybe I grew up to be nothing like I use too.

Till the day I have my laughs again. Lots of love.

Hello and greetings from a rainy day in Dungun. Rainy, windy and all of my favorite weather in between. Want to talk about 2020 so bad, but barely have a great stories happen last year. Those year when I thought would be amazing, just past by without anything good happen.

To summarize my 2020, it goes with, 3 months lock down, first and last trip to London, cancelled 2 trips, tons of foods, room makeover and plenty of break down. And silently judging everyone who decide to go on trip during pandemic. Like sis, me tooo, I want to travel too, but please be consider to everyone else. 

So what actually good about 2020? I get plentty of rest during MCO, like tons. Never I thought I will get sick of sleeping, for the first time I was like, can I not sleeping anymore. Also ohhh, I get my driver's license (note Olivia Rodrigo new song is a big jam), so I'm officially can drive around, but scaredy-cat in me said, not yet, never ever driving and I just decide to not.

In 2020, i also go hard core in k-drama, watch tons of drama, get back with Running Man & 2 days 1 night. Watch tons of Korea variety show. Fall madly in love with Ju ji Hoon (Kingdom & Along with God) and as for now, and maybe few more years, I'm going crazy for KIM SEON HO! yeappp.. both in variety and in drama. Damn boii is fine. With the prettiest smile, the kindest heart, the weirdest gag and mostly because boy is damn funny. Fangirling over kim seon ho does make this year better. Way better to end this ruthless year.

Like sis, just look at him. LOOK at him! damn boi are so fine. Thank You Kim Seon Ho! Thank you for being here. Arghh oppa betul lah die ni.

What else happen this year? Nothing basically nothing. Nothing good happen. So I will end my random post just so I have post form this year with a random seon ho oppa picture. Okay bye.

Till one day I have actually good stories to share. Muah xoxo. 

p/s: can i have my vaccine now? so i can fly to Seoul to meet my oppa right away.

 Hello there! It's been awhile since i write here. Nothing much happen this past months. Stuck at work and home, trying to stay indoor as much as i can, limit my time outdoor, not meeting much people and trying my best to stay out from any event.

Since i need to stay indoor as much as need, i decide to do some room makeover or re-deco or lets-waste-our-money-and-be-happy deco. I first decide to do room deco right before MCO start, so i start with repaint my wall, since MCO start lots of shop is closed, so i have limit choice of color. Out of knowhere, i choose orange color, like hello its boho natural season! But like seriously it's not my color at all!! So since dah beli kan, so sis just go with it! 

   

So this is my room at first. Lots of color! Hahah. So after some times past, sis just cant with the color, so i choose to paint my wall again! With a better color and lots of more stuff to change. This time i take it seriously! The color must be ease to my heart. So i decide to color blue, color Majestic Serene Blue (Jotun). It's like my favorite color for now. There is lot of flaw in my paint skill, but just screw it. It's for me and for me alone to look!

I have so much love for my bedroom now, lots of lovely corner, ootd place, coffee area, reading place and my nest never been better. Like over here is my ootd area, even sis just wear same tudung for a week, but still i need to picture it, also this is Rania official picture area! She been taking tons of photo here.

I paste tons of picture from pinterest here, also photos from my trip oversea. Might throw it out later, but for now, it's pretty over there. The mirror from Ikea, brought it from Aikeaa Dungun instead. Cart from ikea, bought it like years back, but i spray it gold instead, look much better. Buy the pampas from shoppe, dried flower from Bunga Sayang, Florist in Kuala Terengganu. And my baby Rubber plant and kalanchoe. Bought from local nursery, my new favorite place in Dungun. Rug from Kaison and love from Ainin.

   

   

Once in awhile i will move stuff around, for now, i might settle with this one. Below is from last week, but i need to move my plant near the window, since it need more light, so yeah, trying the best for babies plant.

My plan for now, is to put fairy lights around this place. Since i am rarely turn on my main light, so i need more little light to make me feel cozier inside. Really bad in deco smaller stuff, like where should i put that pot, how many book is great number, are this is even pretty?! But for now, if i am happy with it, so be it. May my plant grow big, beautifully and healthier.

   

As for my bed, i'm using day bed as my bed, such a pretty bed isn't pretty? Along gift this bed for my birthday, even my birthday is in November, i claim it a little bit early!. And as you can see, my wall is in two color over here, yep sis is giving up to paint it, since i need to take dawn my shelf, and i know i'm not capable to put it back on. So be it! Oh Along bought the bed from shopee, and quilt and sheet from IKEA, shelf, vases, and frame all from IKEA. 

Need to step up my game on this shelf, been abandon it for a few times now. Over here i put a dried flower, Kakak bought it from Cameron, My money plan, air humidifier from shopee. Artwork from pinterest, and My Mama photo. Also there's Hajar photo beside the plant, but not clear on this picture. I put lots of photo all around my bedroom. I love to see those picture, to reminisce all the memories i have from those. As for now, i just can indulge on the memories, since i can't go out to make a new one.

   

   

 From there, there is my door and empty space i put my shoes and others stuff. Also there is big cabinet where i put lot of my stuff. I store lot of miscellaneous over here. My bag, my tudung, my other accesories and inside the cabinet. i put my paper bag (could never ever throw any of it, major problem) and others shoes i rarely use.

 My others babies, its been a while since i buy DUCK, last time might be for my birthday last year, or maybe wayy before that. I missing the race of heart once i see latest release, barely even open FV these days, not even up to date about their release any more.

I think that is all for my bedroom post today. Hope you having fun reading it! Wishing to write more, but i don't have any new topic to talk to. Till we meet again my favorite people!

Stay safe, stay indoor and take care.